Sometimes i was really want to punch myself.. How many times im telling my bloody heart do not have any feel on you.. And how many im though im already let it go.. And im still falling just because of one god damn dream..
Im know it prefectly dream cant made it true, but it can just destroy your whole day.. Sigh, why could this happen..? Im remember very clear i dint have any missing of you before im get into sleep, but you are came into my dream too even if i dint miss ypu..
Or just maybe i get lied too by my heart..? What i suppose to do =[
10hour gone, 14 more to go.. Sigh, morning dummy, how you doing today..? Wish you luck, take care and store some water yea =|
Page 69,
Morning 10:29,
By Yht..
2016年10月10日星期一
2016年9月26日星期一
Secret Code..
Sometimes, when you though you're sucess to let something go, you will found out actually that is really funny, those stuff is always hidden in your heart and keep finding the chance to ruin you..
Every morning should be is a great begining of the day.. But a dream could ruin your day..
In the dream, i meet someone lost cotact long time ago, when we meet up, someone told me, i got a message, a hidden message from you, a code.. 222 8338 (the less i can't remember when i'm wake up), the message after break out is "call me when you free", i'm very angry(dont know why), i keep asking why hide it from me!? And i punch him heavy bad.. After that, i'm wake up.. Sigh, what a funny dream but bring me heavy bad mood on morning..
I though already let go, but it's actually still hiding feel on you in my heart.. I'm still miss you, i'm also afraid to admit it.. Good morning dummy, i hope this page won't ruin your morning too =|
Page 68,
Morning 08:48,
By Yht..
2016年9月21日星期三
21th Sept, Somedays important..?
I was asking myself, is it today is your birthday..? Maybe im getting old, Maybe im finally can forgot something i dont want to, but im still drop the wishes to you..
Im was testing the new i message by drawing, but im wondering why it will dissapear after few minute, i hope you still can check it out, it's fun and pretty =]
21th of September, is your birthday, im always made something on you, but this few year kinda less making, maybe im feel it's time to let you enjoy your own world and your own life..
What i can do is keep this way, wishes and caring from a far distant, just because it will let we both feel better.. So fast you become 26th, not the little dummy i knew =] Sigh, time pass too quick..
That day i watch a movie, im quite love a dialogue.. A little girl trying to tell her grandpa, even if someone we love cant stay near with us, but they always is here.. "You like a star, stay far but always be here", i like it, and wish i can be your own star, when you're tired, upset, or feel lonely, you could tell this star, and im promise star will heard what you telling =]
Good night and hapii birthday dummy.. knew that every years every this moment, i could have a bad time but i has to cheer it up.. night and sweet dream, Hapii Birthday, wish your pretty smile is always carry on your prefect face, Good Night and sweet dream, Hapii Birthday dummy, Hapii Birthday =]
Page 67,
Midnight 00:35,
By Yht..
2016年8月18日星期四
Sometimes, people will sit there, and do nothing, just think about nothing.. Yea, nothing.. Maybe..?
Im watching a movie, for me is a good movie, and made me think many mistake we made, many sorry we said, or many regret we feel.. Long time dint write something, but you know September is the month you born.. And also made me feel much more than other times..
Malaysian still can't made a gold medal yet, hope tomorrow men double can sucess and LCW can win too.. And im also learn that something even if we really wish to, and there is still will dissapointed.. What is the important is we really done what we should done.. Last time i maybe will regret tell you about that my feel, but for now im wont be feel that..
It's really suffer if i still keep this secret again.. Already second years, but you know it's still not enough to made me lost the feel.. Sigh..
Day by day, i dint feel so pain like last time, and will be better, i always tell this to myself every morning =] if somedays i no need to rely on it, maybe is the time im put down =D
Okay, good night yea, and sweet dream =] oh yea, current time im fall into pokemon GO, do you remember the picture..? Pikachu made ugly face just because Dokebi is crying, and the title is still im will always made you laugh when you're unhappy =] go to sleep, night yea dummy, miss you..
Page 66,
Midnight 04:20,
By Yht..
Im watching a movie, for me is a good movie, and made me think many mistake we made, many sorry we said, or many regret we feel.. Long time dint write something, but you know September is the month you born.. And also made me feel much more than other times..
Malaysian still can't made a gold medal yet, hope tomorrow men double can sucess and LCW can win too.. And im also learn that something even if we really wish to, and there is still will dissapointed.. What is the important is we really done what we should done.. Last time i maybe will regret tell you about that my feel, but for now im wont be feel that..
It's really suffer if i still keep this secret again.. Already second years, but you know it's still not enough to made me lost the feel.. Sigh..
Day by day, i dint feel so pain like last time, and will be better, i always tell this to myself every morning =] if somedays i no need to rely on it, maybe is the time im put down =D
Okay, good night yea, and sweet dream =] oh yea, current time im fall into pokemon GO, do you remember the picture..? Pikachu made ugly face just because Dokebi is crying, and the title is still im will always made you laugh when you're unhappy =] go to sleep, night yea dummy, miss you..
Page 66,
Midnight 04:20,
By Yht..
2016年5月24日星期二
Some Place..
Everyone have a place is they dont hope or dont want to been.. When i'm child, it will be haunted house, when i'm fail in love it's P.Penang.. And if you ask me how was now..? It will be Sungai Besi.. The place is most near you.. How's funny..
Sometimes i hope can saw someone like you or that is really is you, and the same time im afraid that will happen.. If i could choose, i wont been there, but one of the suppler are there, so i has to been there monthly..
Even if i'm not wanna to think any about it, but it will just happen when i'm close the place, i know someone i could not forgot is near right now, and we can't meet each other, it's ridicurios =']
If the fate is a devil, our fate must be hell =] a dark night and im still typing like a idiot, who know there is someorne is miss you and dont hope you know.. Good night dummy =] Sweet dream..
Page 65,
Midnight 03:39a.m.
By Yht..
2016年4月8日星期五
Never leave you alone..
This page suppose appear on February, but sometimes happen, so i can't typing, i mean im still can typing, but hard.. So im leave the page for so long..
Wanna know what happen..? XD What if i dont tell you..? Nah, you know i won't do it even if i'm really wan't to..
Something happen on my hand, my right hand.. How made it i'm hard to explain, just injured when im working.. Early time i'm though it's just small case, so i'm dint care it, after a week i'm still feel pain and my finger can't move at all.. So im went to hospital, after x-ray doctor told me, my right hand 4th finger is bone fractured, and my last finger run some position, so.. Hehe, he trying to pull my finger back to right position, what that feel..? Hmm, something like when you pulling whole map, after you done you think you are finally safe, but suddenly flash back you going to inside of the monster.. "OUCH".. That happen~ hehe..
After that doctor said he cant pull it back 100%, need operation, but you know la, your boss really dont hope get cut by someone(actually im very scare), so im pick another way, put paster on my hand, for a month.. And go back to hospital, doctor said my finger is still same, but even if i wanna operation, will hard more.. So.. Now i got my right hand and 4th finger will shorter than normal, so.. Let see what happen next week when i can finally remove the paster and the tap.. So far, my right hand can use, my finger dint't overlap, din't become alien hand.. So.. Still survive~ haha.. Just, i can't work for 2months, and company many happen, tell you next time okay..? I'm gonna sleep, good night and sweet dream yea.. Miss you.. And.. Won't leave you alone, kay..? =]
Page 63,
Midnight 00:44a.m.
By Yht..
Wanna know what happen..? XD What if i dont tell you..? Nah, you know i won't do it even if i'm really wan't to..
Something happen on my hand, my right hand.. How made it i'm hard to explain, just injured when im working.. Early time i'm though it's just small case, so i'm dint care it, after a week i'm still feel pain and my finger can't move at all.. So im went to hospital, after x-ray doctor told me, my right hand 4th finger is bone fractured, and my last finger run some position, so.. Hehe, he trying to pull my finger back to right position, what that feel..? Hmm, something like when you pulling whole map, after you done you think you are finally safe, but suddenly flash back you going to inside of the monster.. "OUCH".. That happen~ hehe..
After that doctor said he cant pull it back 100%, need operation, but you know la, your boss really dont hope get cut by someone(actually im very scare), so im pick another way, put paster on my hand, for a month.. And go back to hospital, doctor said my finger is still same, but even if i wanna operation, will hard more.. So.. Now i got my right hand and 4th finger will shorter than normal, so.. Let see what happen next week when i can finally remove the paster and the tap.. So far, my right hand can use, my finger dint't overlap, din't become alien hand.. So.. Still survive~ haha.. Just, i can't work for 2months, and company many happen, tell you next time okay..? I'm gonna sleep, good night and sweet dream yea.. Miss you.. And.. Won't leave you alone, kay..? =]
Page 63,
Midnight 00:44a.m.
By Yht..
2015年12月30日星期三
Lost..
It's long time.. i'm dissapear.. Because i don't know what should i say.. Should be many, but all is bad stuff i think you should not wanna tonlistening..
But there is something serious happen, last weekend, someone is call me, and tell me his dad is pass away, someone is close with me, his name you maybe don't know, but another name you maybe remember, hermit.. His dad, just pass away last weekend, and i'm feel pain when i'm look on him, he look terrible, but as a friend i dont know what i suppose to do to made him feel better..
It's too sudden, no sick, no pain, and just gone after few minute.. I'm was scared, what is that terrible feel like, what if i'm lost someone important of my life, should i able to handle it..? Sigh.. Our life time is ready to move on next step, i guess it's time to get ready for any lost..
And only thing can do right now is only stay long time with them if we can.. It's almost new year, and wish the 2016 will be better and happiness year.. And i wish you healthy, happy every single moment.. Remember to drink more water yea, it's terrible weather, and you not budak le, it's time to become people wife or a mama.. Hehe.. Good night dummy, i'm ok, don't worry about it.. Cha~~~
Page 63,
02:18a.m,
By Yht
But there is something serious happen, last weekend, someone is call me, and tell me his dad is pass away, someone is close with me, his name you maybe don't know, but another name you maybe remember, hermit.. His dad, just pass away last weekend, and i'm feel pain when i'm look on him, he look terrible, but as a friend i dont know what i suppose to do to made him feel better..
It's too sudden, no sick, no pain, and just gone after few minute.. I'm was scared, what is that terrible feel like, what if i'm lost someone important of my life, should i able to handle it..? Sigh.. Our life time is ready to move on next step, i guess it's time to get ready for any lost..
And only thing can do right now is only stay long time with them if we can.. It's almost new year, and wish the 2016 will be better and happiness year.. And i wish you healthy, happy every single moment.. Remember to drink more water yea, it's terrible weather, and you not budak le, it's time to become people wife or a mama.. Hehe.. Good night dummy, i'm ok, don't worry about it.. Cha~~~
Page 63,
02:18a.m,
By Yht
订阅：
博文 (Atom)