21th September 2015.. Hapi Birthday =]

There is it, the big day of you =)" Long time i din't make you gift, i'm know that is not a great and pretty one, but all i can do is only that, and all i know to do..

It's 2 years..? or more..?Since that happen, sigh.. No matter what happen, all i hope is you know that if you think the world is abandon you, but i'm still not yet, like what you said, never say goodbye..

I put this on my facebook, the secret place, but i don't know you can open it again or not >< Sorry about that, and this is the work i'm done, and hope you will like it, because it cause me lot of time, it not prefect, but it good for memory ><

Oh yea, important thing, Happy Birthday yea, old again =) When did you become people ei wife sia.. Remember that, old liao lorh, don't so jahat liao lo, and remember don't sikit sikit hal punch people.. Not all people like the way you sayang =] 

Okay lah, wish you Hapi Birthday, and the smile, happiness and all the best thing will follow you, forever and ever, just like digi did.. "I will follow you, follow you ever where you go"..

Happy Birthday dummy, sorry din't give you better memories.. =]"
(I not sure can mobile see that video or not.. If can't, hope if you have chance can use the computer check it =], or let it bah, not a big deal.. Please understand and forgive =])

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Midnight 01:02a.m.
By Yht..

The hidden one

Too much thinking on today, feel very down and miss someone should not be, but there is just happen.. and im wondering did we can forgot the feeling to someone..?

Sometimes im will asking myself, what if, i dont tell you everything, what if, you and me just pretend nothing happen, and the last, there is actually dint have what if, only fact..

Current times, lot of time i will ask myself a silly quest, what im will feel if i saw you and him.. Turn back and run..? Nah.. for sure, i dont know and cant imaging it..

You know im like to thinking, sometimes will over it, lot of time i will think something will be hurt we both, so i will not keep going on.. What i suppose to say, if you know there actually exist the one whose we cant love for.. 

Today was a bad day, many bad feel crash my heart, i know that clearly, i though already put down sometimes, but if something connect with it, the switch is on again, just depend how long i can stay..

Sigh, dont know what i saying too.. Just take care, even if im hope to ask you by myself, but i do know cant do that, if there something we can do, i hope that is you can caring your self very nice.. Drink much water, haze is here.. And please dont go out on 16th SEPT. 2015, if really do, should accompany with him.. Okay, should be sleep with this late time, good night dummy, take care..

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Midnight 04:39,
By Yht..

Should be ok.. Is it..?

Should we say that everything is ok..? This morning i supose be okay and won't feel anything weird again, but don't know how, or someting did really made me feel bad..

Are you feel before, something should not happen before on me, but you actually do know how that feel..? I do remember i din't dream anything of you last night, but what made me feel bad is did i really no..? If that true why i'm will have some part of memory surround on my mind..? I can't remember what happen but i only know that is not good happen, i feel pain, and sad from the memory.. What going on..?

Sigh, maybe is my head going boom out.. Few more day and that is the day of angel born to the world, i wish this dumb2 angel is happiness and happy forever.. Remember carry on your mask due on the haze falling to the town, and drink much water please.. Take care your self that is the first desk of your mission.. Okay lah, pray to the god, you will belong to the hapiness fairy, and smile forever.. =)" everything gonna be fine, should be.. Right..?

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Morning 11:44a.m.

By Yht..