Life.. what is life for..?

Receive a bad news at morning, one of my friend's dad was pass away, feel quite down.. Is it the time for start to accept the fate for someone will really leave our life time..?

Not young anymore, and someday someone which important to us will still leaving our life, i'm try to cheer up my friend but i know it's quite hard time and need stay quite strong.. Can i do that if that was me..?

Life, was short, we do know, but when we start to care whose in our life..? The answer is always when they are leaving only we notice to care, but it's already too late.. Right..?

I know someday, i will be the one whose will face all of this, im only hope im did have the brave to take care everything and everyone.. And now we all can do is only do care much and much for whose important to us.. Life, was really short.. 

The another night, the sky was dark and star less.. Good night and sweet dream =']

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Midnight 03:05,

By Yht..

When i'm was miss someone..

Do you tried before, feel quite unhappy, upset and down after wake up..? I feel that sometimes, and today.. That kind of feel made me lazy, dizzy, and very very down.. Last time when i'm feel unhappy i know that you will knock my screen and chit chat with me.. Just this time is already different..

Maybe live too hard, make me feel so tired, maybe there is the time to let myself take a break, sit down and enjoyable the roadside landscape.. After CNY, i know sometimes you has to accept the gone of the greatness moment, only that you will create and treasure the best thing you have now..

I will still think about you sometimes, there maybe i'm still not really put it down, even i though i'm already put down.. Sometimes i will still miss you, someone means a lot for me.. Sigh, fate.. was really playing us bad..

How you doing..? Already 1 year above, did you really go Uni and keep move on your knowledge journey..? =) memang admit you got so much emergy to study hard.. The weather become raining day, try put an umbrella on your car, and drink much water please, you know your self are the one whos always drink less amd eat ton of fried food..

Okay la, time to bed, good night and sweet dream dumb2, miss you.. still..

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Midnight 02:09a.m,

By Yht..