the Big day..

21th of the September maybe is a normal day for other people, but that is meanfull day to you, and me.. Maybe is fate or maybe is joke, every years 20th my phone will remind me that 21th Sept. is near..

Sorry for din't send you wishes anymore, sorry for din't make you handmade gift anymore, sorry for everything..(and i know you will said "nvm la") but that is important to make something unforgettable memories to the one who we care, am i right..?

Emm.. Happy birthday dumb2, i knew that is too bad no a gift to you, but i'm really don't know what to do anymore =') so.. I wish that and will send all the fairy to bless you, and what i'm hope that your beautiful smile will carry on your face every moment every second =) Happy Birthday to you, dumb2 =)
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Midnight 03:23,
By Yht..

the Communication..

Hey there, i'm always mean that communication was very important between people, family, even if couple.. But what if that is not the people you feel to share, will you still trying..?

I'm not never try before to made a great conversation with those people i'm try to let they know what i'm feel exactly, just i'm figure out the result is they not the good person i'm should share.. But people is quite weird you know, since you have the first talk to them, they will try to keep digging out all the truth inside your heart before thinking why people no longer to share their secret anymore..

I'm always mean that too talking is an art, so think before you speak.. I'm not don't wan't to tell you what i trying to hide, just.. you are not the one i'm wan't to share my secret.. Not even you saw i'm feel down, even if i'm really feel very down, just you are not the people i'm feel to talk, but, they never understand that.. They will only blame you don't telling out everything..

This is happen to me, on this morning.. I'm never feel so angry before, i feel so so angry, but nothing much i can do, that because we standing at the different position.. Whatever, i'm guess you will have a great day, do you..? And keep the smile on your face, because you are dummy =) Dummy is always happiness than a genius ( i never mean i'm a genius even everyday i'm feel down xD).. Birthday is near =) and i never forgot..

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Morning 09:00,
By Yht..

Mooncake.. Festival..

Mooncake festival, the meaning for chinese is all friend and family stick together, stay together and play together.. Did you back home with your family..?

What to make me feel on mooncake festival is.. The memories of WMO of the past, the weird and funny headgear, and the day we cook the mooncake.. Hows your day..? Is there still same..? =) It's September, you know the means of Sept. do you..? 

I'm sorry that i can't made you a different birthday wishes, hmm.. Sorry for my weakness =]

Page 36,
Afternoon 04:06,
By Yht..

the Shadow..

So long, i'm never take the public transfer, and now there is really awkful because i'm local but what i'm action like a travel.. 

In my moving home trip, at the station Hang Tuah, i'm saw a familliar back, i'm feel scare that was you, and i'm only can keep tell self that is not you, and i'm still dare not to face you.. We still avoiding each other, sigh..

What i'm feel was, did i'm should has to scare to see you..? I don't know because i'm dare not to move forward and make sure that is you, or not.. What i doing is only pray and hope that is not you..

September, your birthday month.. Never forgot and never stop miss someone.. You really is a fool, YHT!!

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Afternoon 03:26 p.m.
By Yht..