the Bad Guy..

Erm, how long i'm stop writing..? Keep stop my self to continue, everydays, every moments.. Just because i'm on relationship..

Sigh, but do i'm love the girl? Or i'm just take her as your substitube..? I'm dare not tell people about this, everytimes i'm kiss her i'm feel guilty because i'm will miss you.. Sigh, what i'm doing..!?

I'm sorry to tell you what i'm this asshole doing this shyt, it's not kaitan with you, just i'm hope will feel better after say it out, how are you..? And i'm sorry.. =')

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Morning 08:14,
By Yht..

Her or You..?

People said that,
a better way to let go,
is let new one stay inside your head,
so that you can able forgot about her..
I'm agreed that,
but i'm wonder,
what if i'm really take her as you..?
Is that a big and serious problem..?
This few day i'm feel weird,
lot of time i'm take her as you,
i'm even to take care her just like what i'm did on you last time..

I'm know people will said i'm "jin kak",
but if that is the way i'm can put down,
i'm wan't to try..
I'm know i very selfish and bad,
but there is because i'm really very sanfu,
just take it as my "jik hao" bah..

It's mother day near, i'm hope you free to go back celebrate mami day because auntie is sayang you very that i'm know.. Okay la, i'm going to bed la, good night and sweet dream dumb2, miss you..

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Midnight 01:41,
By Yht..