the S word..

I though i'm was put it down..

Can't ubderstand why, this few day i'm will miss you, when i'm wake up, when i'm sleep, even when i'm working.. I'm feel guilty to my current girlfriend because i'm miss another behind her, sigh.. What wrong with me, even if i'm know that is quite wrong but i can't stop my self to continue that..

You said before what we doing is good to each other, why i'm will feel so bad to my self and you.. We din't talk, we din't see each other, but i do miss you still.. No matter how i hope and try to let go..

The day is still same, what changed is i still miss you, i'm sorry..

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Morning 11:29,
By Yht..

the Making of wantan.. =(

Today was a horrible day, suffer and harder!!

As you know what the mean of wantan in Malaysia, i'm believe you know well when you study out there, so cham when i'm working and my nose keep falling water~(Yii!!) and today i'm need outstation to N. Sembilan summore.. Can't be fall, because i need to pick worker go there..

Can't have a good sleep nia, keep wake up and run toilet, doctor said need take care of this kind of sick season, i'm guess you has to take care your self too yea, if not you will join the gang of wantan gang, i'm know you not wan't to join, right? =|

Okay la, time run back to bed, just wake up for ly medi ><! Night dummy, gonna miss you when i'm sick =( night..

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Morning 06:08,
By Yht..

Fair..? Or not..?

Hey.. How are you..?

People said that, 
"爱一个爱自己多啲的人，
好过爱一个不爱自己的人”
I not really sure transfer to english is what, that mean is about love someone he love you much, better than love someone he don't.. Old man always said your wife are not the one you love mostly, but what i'm feel is maybe is true, but why don't i'm made her be the one most happiness one.. Maybe she not the choosen one, but she must be the only one.. Because if there is only one option, i will be made it to the better one, that is what i'm hope to do, and what i'm wan't to do =)

This page should be post early, but due on my family happening something big, so made me has to delay my writing.. Bad happen will bring good learning, even if i'm drop into a bad situation, i'm learn more then i'm lost =) 

So, how you doing for the so long time..? Mooncake festival is near, and i'm did remember we wear the dummy mooncake helm at WMO xD 

Okay la, it's time to work, and good luck yea =) take care your self and drink must water, i know fried and oily food is your favourite, but you has to drink much and much water \_/ =)

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Morning 10:50 a.m.
By Yht..