what is human be..?

Sometimes, you though u're been trained very tough, actually you just success to keep the weak on the deep, i can even lie to myself i'm already unbreakable, but there is just a lie..

When you feel weak, but there is no one to share, there is a terrible bad feeling.. I can't find someone i can tell everything without any hide.. All i can do is only keep lie to myself and act to be strong.. Why people can't share something without sharing with mind..

I'm watch something, a word let me remind how funny we was last time, banana.. You always ask me to do something you can't read or can't find in chinese, and i'm need you be my dictionary book.. Already 10years ago..

If life was short, why i'm still has to care, but i'm still care.. I'm afraid the future, i don't know what will i become, the country we stay are falling, and what i can do is nothing.. Nothing more.. 

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