Again..?

I'm understand everyone got their harder time,
i'm don't know how long it gone after i'm tell you,
what the difference between us is,
you are sad for lost a friend,
and i'm sad because i'm made a friend lost..
Last night was so hard for me,
but i'm success to pass it..
Not again for what,
is i'm dream you again,
sigh...
It's already happen around 5 or 6 month?
Why when i'm though i'm ready to let go,
and actually i'm not?
Miss someone is very suffer,
and i'm dare not to find you or even to check you FB..
Just can wish that every morning and night,
you are happiness and happiness forever,
fool,
is always what i'm doing..

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