Heart without LOVE..

Last time,
i will say that,
hey dumb2,
borrow me your shoulder,
i'm know you will say nothing,
and won't laugh on me,
just let me rely on it,
and listening my complain..
Now,
i hope i'm brave enough to say,
hey,
may i borrow your shoulder?
But you know that,
what i'm need is can't happen..

Today is 31th of March, so far tomorrow is April, that mean already half month i'm keep on this hard times.. I'm did really hope to change, but how hard i try to, there is no one, will care me as you do.. Maybe i'm was wrong because i'm compare they with you.. Maybe i'm din't expect i'm fall so deep on you.. But i'm feel pain, dumb2.. Even now, when i'm closed my eye, i'm afraid you are appear into my dream.. I do.. so much miss you.. Can you feel it..? Can let me rely on your shoulder again and let my tears fall again? Even is titan, they will be fallen too..

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