为何？ Why..?

为了什么换地方写呢？
有必要去解释吗？
为了什么会停下不写？
很多问题，
不知道妳会想会问没有，
如果妳有机会看到这，
希望能为妳解答。
事情是这样发生的，
前个星期我以为成功把对妳的感觉转移，
但是原来我只是把别人当成妳。
我很不开心，
和朋友聊时她告诉我，
勉强去爱只会让大家难受，
就算一起但最终还是不开心，
如果剩下的只是友情，
为什么不好好珍惜，
反而要让大家连朋友都当不成？
是的，
过去我一直写这些，
让我们都无法做朋友，
你逃避了我，
我避开了你，
大家都觉得很痛苦。
所以我停下来了，
想了很久，
决定如果我觉得不舒服，
我还是可以写，
但不再是写给妳看，
这样就不会再伤害了妳。
可能我是自私，
因为我还怕会爱上妳。
Why change new blog?
Why stop writing at old blog?
Should i explain all of this?
Lot of question,
i not sure will you wanna to ask,
but if you read this,
i'm hope you can get what you wan't to know at here..
What happen is,
few week ago i'm though i'm sucess to transfer feeling to other,
but actually i'm took people as you..
I'm feel very sad,
what my fren tell me when we are chatting,
"Those love with force is never will happiness,
even if stay together at the end just will made each other suffer,
why try to destroy that,
if friendship is the only thing we left behind,
and not try to keep it as treasure?"
Yea she right,
used what i'm did is hurting our friendship,
push us into this situation,
you try to stay far to me,
and i'm try to avoid you,
made we feel suffer all the time..
I'm stop it,
and i'm think it,
finally i'm made decision for keep writing if i'm wan't,
but not write to show you anymore,
i won't hurt you again in this way..
Maybe i'm still selfish,
just because i'm still afraid to love you..

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